Me.

I dont know how other people see me. Its something that I am always curious about, not necessarily because I care what they think, just because I would like to know. I know the person I would like to be, the person I think I am...I wonder how close I am to that in other peoples eyes.

To me I am the person who would willingly take all the pain of everyone in the world if it meant they got to be happy. I would be okay with that completely. I am the person who makes wishes for my friends when the clock gets to 11:11 because they need that extra bit of luck more than I do. I am the person who spends hours blowing up balloons and writing post it notes, even though I know no one will read them simply because I want my friends to know they are worth the time and effort. I am the one that always says sorry after a fight, whether I was right or wrong, simply because it is not worth losing friends over. I am the one who will never ever leave you behind or forget you, because you might need me one day and I want you to know that I am there for you, no matter how much you ignore me or avoid me. I am the one who can be in the middle of a break down and realise that you're going through something similar, and in that moment I will put my issues aside and listen to you, because you will always be more important than me. I am the one who will always try to help, because I never want to be the person that turns away. I am the one that would risk her life for you, because not trying is not an option, no matter what the consequences. I am the one who tries to think of nice surprises and special presents because you are worth special things, even though I cant afford them most of the time and they are nearly always late. I am the one who wants to make random strangers smile, even for a moment because just because I dont know them doesnt mean they dont need cheering up.

I try to be tough, I try to act indestructable, but behind who I appear to be this is who I am. I will do anything for other people, because people need help whether they want to admit it or not. I want to be the kind of person who inspires people, not the kind that brings them down.

I love you all. Every single one of you. Whether you read this, whether you know me, whether we've met at all. I love you.